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Welcome to My Breakdown

by Brother of Mars

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Intro 00:53
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Looking down the rusty bridge Wondering how’s the afterlife I take off the worn out wings That can’t hold any more weight Can’t relax My shaking hands Can’t see through This anger cloud An enraged dog Sleeps in my brain Consuming from the inside my skull Every night he bites my cheeks to bury them in his rotten garden Mental Breakdown, anarchic war taking place in my head Mental Breakdown, when the brain derails from the path of life Blood is dripping from my hands the nails are tired of fighting flesh I would miss the one I love If I were to be a ghost I must relax My shaking heart I must see through This anger cloud This tight necklace given to me Became a rope of spines n’ poison I feel I’m short of breath Makes it hard to say I love you Tighten the rope – Don’t do it Stab yourself – Don’t go away Swallow glass – Stay here my love Toxic fumes – This is not the time Cut your wrists – This is not the end Kill yourself! – There’s a new beginning
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Everyday’s just the same There’s no time even to piss Working more than a machine Is this what people call life? Running, working, eating then Working, running, sleeping Some people take a pill to relax Some drink a shot to forget And if you ask for a pay rise They would prefer to let you die You showed me your smile But I want something else You are swimming into money And still you won’t drop a penny You’re wearing a suit and tie Get laid with a few call girls Feel like God in your office Full of your slaves on low wages Everyday’s just the same We’re like a pig on a spit An iron fork up your back Endlessly spinning around Running, working, eating then Working, running, sleeping The morning clock abuses your dreams The morning news darkens your day And if your hand is then needed They’ll rip your arm and let you die! The train stops and opens the doors Prisoners fight to get off With a ball n’ chain by their feet A ball that’s made of money and time Sexy skirts and elegant shirts Worn to hide a social disease Walking through the dirty streets Puppets moved from evil hands And when they reach their final place Scared they are to admit the truth Smiling slaves bending over On which the boss releases the anger Looking forward to the end of the day A worn out pillow will kiss your face Switch off the lights, switch off your mind Before you start all over again
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You wake up but you’re not where you should be The sky is red and you can’t stand the heat Walking around, looking for the heavenly stairs You spread the Word, this place is not what you deserve And there’s a river with a guy He’s bringing souls on the other side “hey Sir, could you tell me where I am?” He looks at you with open arms….and says: Welcome to Hell! We take care of all the waste Falling down from Paradise Welcome to Hell! It’s a painful holiday Miles away from the blue sky A latex girl takes you for a walk On a metal lead, “start licking my feet now!” “I am a Priest! There must be a mistake!” “where is your Master? I need a word with him!” The girl’s annoyed slaps your face “Satan’s the manager down here! He’s busy doing the barbeque You know, he likes the humans to be rare” There is a temple where we keep all your friends But I’m sorry that here the rules are not the same You will be the one put on a cross So you won’t touch any young meat
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Tarot Reader 05:13
Tarot reader A lunatic wolf With pierced lips A floral crown Living in the age of Glass and concrete worlds Ask your question Mix the cards A spirit drives your hand To make you choose the right ones A picture of the coming future Brightens your mind On fire You used to die Witchcraft! Scream the holy people slaves of faith Tarot reader Is hiding herself From the crowd that Can’t understand ‘cause she’s the only one to feel What they can’t see A wooden table On the sunset light Burning leaves From ancient times A picture of the coming future Shows you the way On fire You used to die Witchcraft! Scream the lonely people slaves of life
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Acid Rain 03:09
In a prison where fairy tales are dying you must surrender to the injection of pain The only smile you get Is coming through the glass From the outer world The one that got you sick! Like a falling leaf in autumn wind The seasons flies, the tree will bloom again so you closed your eyes and fell asleep To wake up with summer colors and face the … Acid Rain A fear that never dies! Acid Rain something we can’t deny! Once escaped the dark You joined another prison A cage of flashing lights Bass lines, hair down and glitter stars The music got you high I watched you dancing night ‘till down Leaving human cruelty behind You paint the life with tears of joy wash the karma away, teaching us to fight the … You feel it’s destiny that chose this flight for you A given gift to fight the unknown I remember the time we spent that made me grow To understand this weird existence
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Drinking girl Needs another glass To drown the days spent alone She can’t forget the partner lost Who’s heart stopped beating years ago Black eyed girl With painful knees Cleans a makeup ruined by tears She can’t forget the awful taste Of a man with heavy hands Playful girl Made to feel ashamed, coz she likes enough to give her lips away…slut! Since you were born From Mother Earth You should carry the love Hand in hand with the Moon But they make you believe that pain is what you deserve For being a woman As God’s the father of Men Pregnant girl Short of time Watches friends still playing with dolls She can’t forget the foolishness Of the night the freedom’s gone Beautiful girl And expensive shoes Made of glass to look appealing She can’t forget the burning feel Of painted nails stuck down her throat Lilith, Eva, Mary… Feeling naked whilst walking Surraunded by too many eyes Ravens are flying in circle Waiting for their prey
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Acceptance 05:08
I am happy… I love myself… I am happy… I love myself… You’re insane! My body is bruised My jaw’s in pain Too many years Of screaming in vain When the past returns The pattern of life repeates again I cannot see The end of the day Give me a reason To love who I am Blood is running through my veins The anger’s coming … out! Acceptance’s the key! Please be my guide tonight Kiss me and hold me while I sleep Please make me feel alive I want to forgive my mistakes and look beyond them I need to believe! I am happy… I love myself… I am happy… I love myself… You’re insane! Trapped in a body Subject to death Sharing the air with those ones I hate I’m learning to walk on deceptive grounds It’s hard to understand All this might be planned I give all I have To avoid the anger coming … out! I need to believe! Acceptance’s the key… The past is gone The tears have dried The tree of life gave its fruit Some are sweet, others are rotten Who knows who I belong to… Someone is still shouting “look at that crazy angry one!” But in the end, we will be resting together in the same place…

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Welcome to My Breakdown is the debut album of Brother Of Mars, the progressive project born in 2015 from solo artist Mauro Zarattini.
Starting with a person on the edge of suicide, followed by a view on everyday life ruled by money and time, the story of a priest who has committed too many crimes, a tarot reader finding her way into the modern era, a girl defeating cancer, women beaten and weakened by societies and prejudice… ending with that same person we met at the beginning, who understood that acceptance is the key to get over the past.

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released September 22, 2015

Music and lyrics written and produced by Mauro Zarattini

Luna James: vocals
Mauro Zarattini: keyboards, guitars on (6)
Ben Cameron: guitars on (2,3,7,8), solos (7,8)
Alastair Beveridge: guitars on (4), solos (2,4)
Daniele Zarattini: guitars and solo on (5)
Matt Young: bass
Anthony Sullivan: drums

Vocals and Guitars recorded by Peter Junge at Hackney Road Studios, London UK
Mixed by Peter Junge at RecordMixing, London UK
Mastered by Maor Appelbaum at Maor Appelbaum Mastering, California US

Album Cover: Chris R. Wright

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Brother Of Mars is the solo project of Mauro Zarattini.
Born in London in 2015, it came to life because of Zarattini’s need to freely express his skills as a writer and producer.
Keyboard player, self-taught and longing to explore his influences, the project sees him composing all instruments and vocal lines, mixing American hard rock melodies with European progressive rock and orchestral sounds.
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